Dude, I haven’t blogged in like, forever! That’s not like me! Well things have been “ok”. Nothing all yipee, hooray. Although I’m feeling much better about the situation a month or two ago, I barely even think about it anymore, so that’s good, right?
A week or so ago I designed a new Kerr layout that is WICKED AWESOME. Omg, it’s so freakin cool, to me anyway 
It’s rather edgy with a splash of grunge. Perfect for Kerr’s upcoming horror movie.
Been blah with everything else… been still taking some tutorials, but that’s about it. Was updating a few sites this week… I’m sorta looking for a full time job. Or at least a part time for web, other than freelancing, cause I hate freelancing. I would love to work in an office with someone over my shoulder, I KNOW you must think I’m insane lol.
I’ve been kind of down lately…still having that idea that I’m not going to live past this year… depressing isn’t it? But don’t people usually know when they’re going to die? Or have an idea or something?
I have a confession to make. I keep having dreams about my ex. Why is he in my dreams? Why am I thinking about him after all this time? Do I miss him or is it just the fact that… I’m single? It would be better if I would have been with someone and I was thinking about him (oddly enough) because then I’d know my feelings. CONFUSED!
I had Stefan over this week… I’m sorry, but he’s just not that fun to be around. You see, I thought I’d give him another chance, cause he is somewhat interesting, and he’s nice and he’s a good person. But…he IS too quiet. He tries way too hard sometimes. He’s JUST A FRIEND to me, and I can’t – I’ve tried looking at him more than a friend, I can’t. It’s amazing how you have this great person standing right in front of you and you feel…nothing. 
UGH.
Enough about stupid men. I got blonde highlights! And a hair cut! My hair is now more shoulder length, definitely cut about 3 inches off. So yay!
I’ve also been working on getting tanned (going to the beach tomorrow again!), losing weight (have been watching my eating and moving around more lol), and getting rid of my pimply face.
My face is just really bad, or was – and so I’ve tried using other things to clear it up. It’s working for sure, just taking forever!
And the losing weight part… my chiropractor talked to me about this cleanse thing, it’s a 30 day program or 9 day program and it just cleans out your system. So far, he lost 25 pounds and he looks like a completely different person! I talked to the people who run the program and they said it was completely natural and safe, so that’s good. It’s just expensive! And I’m poor! Hence why I NEED A JOB!!
Later